by Curse Ov Dialect



Not content with recycling the same old beats and rhymes, Curse Ov Dialect reach for the next level by reinterpreting sounds from all eras and arenas into unique sonic collages with a hyper edge and extreme bounce. Their Mush debut, Lost In The Real Sky is an eighteen track introduction to their sound. Blending political raps written with the skill of a multi-cultural Public Enemy, a punk-rock aesthetic, and production that balances melodic samples and classic drums with world class turntablism, their focus is clearly on music as avant-garde hip-hop opera. From the playful opening snaps of "Baby How?" through the old world groove of "Multicultural Markets" to the darkness of "Water Thicker Than Blood," Lost In The Real Sky is an impressive debut from a unique and challenging new group.


released May 27, 2003

Mush Records (World) / Valve Records (Australia)

All Tracks produced By Curse Ov Dialect



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Curse Ov Dialect Melbourne, Australia

Formed in 1994, The surrealist multicultural rap group Curse Ov dialect has been an anomaly in the music scene .Paso Bionic ,Raceless,Atarangi,August 2 and Volk makedonski use ethnic samples and avante garde music married to rap in their songs and dress in folk costumes live.Curse ov dialect were the 1st rap orientated Australian act signed in the U.S in 2003 on L.A based MUSH records. ... more

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Track Name: Baby How?
August the 2nd:
Scratching my head
Biting my nails
Running in circles
Chasing my tail
Riddled with anxiety
Clumsiness always follows me

A pentagon of owls milk the words I utter
I’ve programmed them to kill me when my speech reaches the gutter
A habit of coffee and poison cancer sticks delete my dreams
Question upon question upon question equals disease
Development of my elements are relevant you elephant
Your tusks of ivory and rivalry don't make you elegant
Examine yourself from the inside out
Perfection is impossible
Ignorance is bliss
If pain persists consult the dialect hospital

Vulk Makedonski:
When I was younger a wonder down under
Running up slides
Urine filled my pants
Eating meat pies collecting dead flies in an aftershave bottle
Butch Cassidy
A flappy-eared catastrophe stop bashing me
Pulling mental triggers stealing wrestling figures
Hollywood holocaust
Stitches' boss: what a toss
Five years lost the cost fund my redundancy
Makedonski I clown Philip's sun is my heart pumping light through my veins
It rains when it's hot winter burns the spot
Rot in my cot
Questions sparked in hip-hop
I’m a lollipop that no one wants to suck
So I’m stuck out of luck yelling “But… but… but…”

Riding bare back over miles of coral
Sea anemone smiles
Cheeky oral pleasure manta ray
Lethal barb sting
Singing cray fish who grapple tackle while eating caviar twice a day
Disarray riddles planktons
Little shoe
Amoebas waging war with testicle residue
So what you gonna do annoy?
Spermazoids deploy is noids from the void...

Consider this: you reap what you sew
I'll keep sewing and keep knitting until my soul begins to glow
Because the clowns in flux have drowned
Pulled to new found sounds
A place where political regimes are said out loud
Five fingers on my crotch
Scrutinized by creed

August the 2nd:
Take your hands out your pants you really don't have that need

Vulk Makedonski:
I’m not shaking your hand brother!
Track Name: Wolf Moon
Whatitchewtwomaah nopitoto cee to pee nomutosoo a lie: to the sky

Vulk Makedonski:
Nesvesen chovek drva nI sechI I soncheto pechI zagadenost nema zgoda voda chist
I need to drink
I need to drink
I need to sink my teeth into vegetables with out chemicals
Destructive weddings
Sense gratification
Forgetting relations
With the earth money making nations breaking stations in factories favored over planting trees
Chanting these words
Birds and herds of bees
Native elements
Do we want to destroy and employ ourselves as the creator?
We're tripping wood chipping kicking animals
We're cannibals
Scandals stalled
So-called vegetarians aren't humanitarians
Does that sound humane?
Humans’ bones used to build cities
Human minds are used for science and appliance to the world's defiance
Acid rain a placid plain smashing brains with materialism instead of realism
What's real?
Hunting for a meal
You don't notice in your cocoon

Atmospheric catastrophe
A blasphemous chastity belt has been broken by the wealth of western nations causing ill health
Slayers of the ozone layer have grandkids who can run for mayor
In the oil and silt of microwave guilt
The Scots lose their kilts
The Japanese – kimonos
I’m not alone though
I have the chameleons with wolves and the solar panel channels
That protest on every annual with discredited scientific evidence
By money fatsoes and Essos and carbon toxic gallows shopping
Push us off the boat into the abyss where we burn
And cancerous cysts blow us to bits in the land of the lost
Aha ha
A cannibalistic vegan
Begging to get even with the bigoted demons
Many are sedatized
Conforming to the lies
As I smell the sweet nectar of the fruit flies
Environmental consequence
Be financially secure
The law of the gold-toothed whore I’d like to devour

Vulk Makedonski:
Beating progression
Spiritual relief underneath energies swarm we must mourn
Every living organism and give them respect
Respect your dreams
Perpetual streams of love connected to the moon ancient wisdom forgotten
Spotting ignorance a billion brains survive

The Masai tribe
Blood is on the western page
This rage I disengage
Remnants of a colonial age
They watched the white barbarian enter their culture
Watched him rape and take and escape without a mandate
Many cultures I embrace
But historically I’m fake
Great injustices create non-Euros to debate
If I’m genuine not a westernized swine with hatred in his eyes or a try-hard eastern guy
You can't turn back time on false promises and lies and the medicinal sap in all the trees have slowly died
Track Name: All Cultures (feat. Joelistics)
Alienation and xenophobia become the disease of the nation
While infestation of segregation in turn breeds hesitation
Bigots and racists with no basis and their spiritual facades
You forget the indigenous animism of the past
Shamans and bards
Count Joseph Arthur de Gobineautt
Your concept of race is exposed now
Your seventeenth century literature
Published for the naive book collector
The pain you caused mixed with Christian laws which made the white man divine?
Animal domestication with language culture and traditions
Your observations of white and black in turn creates divisions
Within these extremes of human beings you forget UzbekI and Arab
These middle people of cross-cultural regions make your judgments jagged:
Pharaonic Egyptian
Macedon then south for more battalions
Han Chinese to Sakahlin
Tierra del Fuegan
Cherokee up to the Aluit Alaskan plain
The concept of race is now defamed.

All cultures
All together

Vulk Makedonski:
Expansion of a mansion
The devil dancing
Enhancing ideology astrology biology anthology of movement
Improve the sky that I lie under
Untie the thunder
Wrapped around my spine
Connected to my mind
Electric vibration worldwide radiation there's a bit in my pocket I can't stop it
Assimilating nations invasions erasing cultures
Worshipping steel boulders
Pouncing with announcements subliminal slavery
Do I have a choice?
To voice my opinion what's the use?
They've all been abused by dominions
Delicate hypocrisy
Irrelevant philosophy
Tossing me into the scrap
All I can do is rap
That's 'cuz I won't adapt
It's a trap and a slap in the face
Life's fast paced need to slow down
Speed kills you don't need pills
Greed chills
Fills winter with money storms and we're all running outside naked
Forgetting our sacred ways like making haystacks
Breaking stray backs
The hardest harvest
They tried to part us
Start us on a path of destructive elements
Harmony is relevant for benelovent actions
Factions intensified pressure on the lesser-equipped stripped citizen
With no chance to begin again
We're all addicts to the conflict
Because of the wrong shit
I long for a gong to hit the sky lit
Sun is the answer
Ongoing cancer
Clouds of disease
I’m proud to spread peace if I’m down on my knees
Praying for the slaying and atrocities to cease
Bees will sing until we're free i'll sing

When the English first landed here in Australia they brought beef
And the queen she set up her colonies in Australia like a leech
And I’m part of a dominant culture with an older and wiser one underneath and I support a formal apology to say sorry for the grief
When it comes to skin color it's a strange boat I’m in
You see 'cuz my dad is an ABC Chinese and my mum is European
I’m Eastern and I’m Western and I’m proud of both connections
But I’ve still had to deal with racial shit and get depressed
There's still slander painted on the walls of my house saying “Asians Out” and “Go back to where you came from” but it’s the same old hatred sung in the same old song
But Australia's first boat people here were Poms so tell me how is it you gauge the place where you belong
Track Name: Vertical Ascention
I have all the budgies and I sail the seven seas
A Maltese man with eucalyptus leaves with a turkish-ainu wife
Who blew smoke out of her pipe.
Vulk makedonski:
Lets radiate passion 'cos cultures turned to fashion
Smashing static enigmatic adriatic sea
Croatians and serbs plus me the balkan farmer from botswana to ghana no drama dalaI llama enlightened brother.
Blast into oblivion
Forever ridden?
Who you kidding! Positivity's on the rise with no surprise
Explore possibility
Strengthening agility an abundance of prosperity incomprehensible.
It spread to melanasia straight to the kanakas who wiped it off their backs and didn't eat at macca's
It spread through the earth's core and landed on iwor who blessed it with his vision but it was a collision.
Vulk makedonski:
We need spiritual initiation and reconciliation.
August the 2nd:
Vertical ascension into the clouds
Horizontal journey across the sky
Paso bionic:
Iiiiiii-wor iiii-woor
Vulk makedonski:
Clear your koomie (is throat)
Get on the boat and float with the smoke from the peace pipe
My pygmy niece might marry a rom speaking gypsy trippy hippies getting tipsy celebrating indigenous survival.
Reception clears static drastically
Potentially evaporates reality
Set free from a mythical society
Conclusion resolution love and harmony.
Well mark from synathesia he sent it to brazil
To san paolo with no need for lsd pills
It spread to madagascar at the langnonana
Which is a special fete that's far from an iguana.
Vulk makedonski:
Wisdom as a kid lake ohrid historical skids
Pyramids the unknown is blown to tibet
No regret
Reciting scripts and texts
Belly dancing you bet
To voodoo ceremonies with homies gods don't talk to phonys lately
Respect to haiti
I want to marry an african lady.
August the 2nd:
Vertical ascension into the clouds
Horizontal journey across the sky
Vulk makedonski:
Albania is muslim mania
All religions deserve understanding
I’m landing and expanding my mind now I find mixed traditions additions to more knowledge as I rip this and sip this eucalyptus porridge.
Pushed to a bear's lair the malays saw it there
To a jet plane ooh!! A fume is in the air
The humans came together as they landed on the clock
The eucalyptus smoke finally landed on ayers rock (uluru)

August the 2nd:
Vertical ascension into the clouds
Horizontal journey across the sky
Track Name: Flag Ov Creatures
Civilisation has no patience vibration is null
True tribalism has risen but the hippies stay on mull or dope can I quote a redneck's still in office
Chewing on the offal of the righteous mixed with rice
Don't understand it trice can't understand the plan on the microphone I don't give a damn ha! Ha! Ha! Who da hell do you think you are rapping on the microphone 'cos I’m down with the core
Down with the curse so leave me alone
Maltese-australian! Jah love and I and vulk representing coke-a-cola-no-not-corporate solo
Australia representing no failure
I hate racist people that's why I’m gonna blame ya for your ignorant decisions.
Paso bionic:
E ar e ah ah ah erah ah ahah (x4)
Jah flow lokus klassy:
Aha! Load me up as we say all the world's indigenous been there done that*******stat what?
Nails in platts we in the streets baby
Crazy dazed and confused with your transmission with the boreds in submission peace
A nation of millions to lokus klassy
Plus we splashing through
The city crew looking for a piece of the pie we fly by.
The taiwanese ghosts of the bunan people are the sequel to seventh century roman cart vehicles
Obvious said the water genie
Wicked with a grin he said it was meanie
Vulk makedonski:
KillI kookoo! Vaka taka
Bring words together verbs sever and split
Conflict between right and wrong unseen is my vision
Brand new decision in my rhyme
Extra sublime for your mind I won't hurry this scurrilous
I’m a natural they can't handle this pure bliss
Forces my lips to kiss the mic all night with gratitude minus attitude
Basic rude obligation
Rock a slow nation
Bigoted I’m facing
The confused I’m lacing with inspirational bells that rips through hair gels
Dull skulls.
Paso bionic:
E ar e ah ah ah erah ah ahah (x4)
Vulk makedonski:
Animal graves
Indidgenous slaves
Smells fishy like waves crashing down they drown in the lies can't rise
Juveniles blunted suddenly get hunted
Why close your eyes like shutting blinds endangered minds living in a palace
Now their all jealous overzealous who's the best rap fellas
We're callous like race and malice I’m awake peep at the fake creeping through the lake it's the vulk with loose bolts
I rose with flows that shows dispose insults.
Swimming in my car
I’d like to get far
The ignorant man is trying to get far ya'll
Who the f**k do you think you are?
You're trying to play games you're not gunna get far
You come to me with a meddle advice?
I don't care mate
Ya bloody better think thrice!
Paso bionic:
E ar e ah ah ah erah ah ahah (x4)
Breathing beneath
Exploring senses
Emerging release liberation rhythm flux
Piercing through motion in silence twilight eyes eclipsing our internal tides
I lay beside an ocean of an endless sky curiously cast a figure
Entering remote regions completely devoid of stars
Celestial coalsacks cloak opens briefly allowing some to venture behind to watch and observe through the clouds of your mind manifestation projection the ingestion of suggestion magnifies multiple directions.
August the 2nd: i'll have no part of this at all!!
Track Name: Shamans
August the 2nd:
Ward away evil spirits
Cast a spell of peace and love
Shine bright lights into night
Burn fire torch towards dark path
Prepare for armaggedon's aftermath
Good and evil clash their heads
Guardian angel watch over me
Protected thee from wickedness
Conquer all your inner demons
White magic heal damaged souls
Remove this hex from my life
Transform curse into blessing-ing-ing!
Vulk makedonski:
Evil feelings in most toast the saviour of self importance to overcome destruction we're falling evil actions as we rise above our own love tendencies clutch to the mind physically hurting beyond a bond evil stirring my own perceptions as energies smash against my wall of truth forgetting youth evil talking words that don't elevate higher than fate too late for ressurection persisting evil flying realms unimaginable to normal reality or formal gatherings evil eating away majorities manipulated by spirits understudies and believers evil leaders with metres of courage causing hatred conflict and all of the wrong shit evil dies but it lies in our soul that we control unfold yourself and lend a hand to a man.
In the land of the wurrundjerI the men were called kulin
The spirits of the land span melbourne not foolin'
The tooradin lives on the base of the creek
Celts didn't know the boon-wurrung knew this freak
This ancient effigy combined with windorrerrer
Despair as an old myth now engulfed the area
The koorI clans warned us: don't disturb the bunyips for the kin that did were eaten and made redundant
A plentiful farm of sheep colonial diseases awoke a serpant of the past for dreamtime never freezes..
Waiting in vain for these spirits to disperse
Doctors and the clergy couldn't lift the curse
Jerked jaws from tooradin in the scent of eucalyptus kooris elders can cure this business
We pray for you to help us for our methods have failed
Tooradin and windorrerrer need eternal jails! The spirits were maimed by the men in possum skins but how the hell did this madness begin?
Sacred land destroyed by sin!
Words describe yet still they hide the essence in our presence
Is only relative when used in rational frames of mind
Remember there are an infinite amount of frames
De-emphasise re-emphasise..
Glistening wings sing rhythmically
Beating things to this sound called life
The breeze played with leaves singing songs of the new world but who's listening?
Track Name: Multicultural Markets
August the 2nd:
Come one and all from close and far to xinjian's famous kashgar bazaar
Silk and spices all for trade
Bargain with merchants to make sure they get paid
Fresh fruit and nuts sold by peddlers
Fishmongers and halal butchers

Yah! Inuit lovers and wiccan witches tell swiss men to get syphilis itches
Peas and gravy cooked by bahrainis
Kurdish and english i.v.f babies.

Don't use the microwave feel the horizon!

Presidents of the united states getting involved in chilean fetes
The saamI herders and the zulu armies trade all regalia to make origamI scientists invest in genetic testing
Leave land as it is! Pride without prejudice market banquet double a dna khoisan bushmen--aynnnnoo! Devoid of stereotype!

Paso bionic:
C ch e ah ah ch chah ah chah (x6)

Vulk makedonski:
Novo celo solun is the city
Centre of the earth multiculturalism's birth ancient masters of wisdom wooden flutes swapped for swords
Lords of musical chords stores shine a million tribes living spiritual lives
Archives in the golden chest a princess blows a poem to the rest
Unified fully blessed sharing food what a feast! The best silk costumes moon shines down water spreads.

Paso bionic:
C ch e ah ah ch chah ah chah (x4)

August the 2nd:
Those turkish ladies with their veils.
Hold on!!
Track Name: Upside Down Frowns
Vulk makedonski:
Comical creatures in killI kookoo capers
Vapours and papers for the corporate masses
Gases of love for the world above imaginary scary fairies revolutionary acts
Knock knock who's there?
It's a big black bear with frogs on his legs and goaties with red pegs
Cascade a raid of words to make the birds sing causing a gusto pause to bust thou…
How many circuses are in this section?
Your animal erection reinforces my protection
Irish clovers causes trains to puncture to reveal a woolen cloth called a jumper that old asian women knitted and exhibited upside down smiles are strictly prohibited
Nicotine sucker learn to be a quitter
Cambodian wedding hangovers!
Vulk makedonski:
Guzzle the gourmet delicatessen stressed out water ripples and cripples alcoholic slaughter
Topelz in mudholes deleting direct information melodic madness inflation
Pure and obscure babies on a tennis tour
A serious world macho men turn to girls
Inflicting addictive fertile laughter after that the fat and skinny swap meet inleaves for cheese these through vinny!
August the 2nd:
What is a smile upside down it's a frown it's a frown
What is a smile upside down it's a frown
Like transit lounge balls at charles de gaul
An overnight beard growth in a duty free mall
Commuters lie dormant give the man some water
Drink from the cursed cup signifies their aura
Write a memorandum I can't stand the answers
Kiss the buck tooth of a walrus I call quiz shows
Consume the bloom of a flower sensation and disintegrate the scent of locomotive radiation.
August the 2nd:
Lifes jubilant elements thrive on cheerful sentiments
Fun ridicules are dead serious.
With comical experiences so hilarious!
August the 2nd:
Laughter is the best medicine
Jokers forget about worrying
Problems and pains may fade away if jovial happiness exists everyday
Positive thinking with a merry mind leaves tommorow's sorrows far behind so utilise your sense of humour and depression will seldom occur
Relax let your hair hang down
Stop walking around town with a frown
For it never hurts to smile and be friendly once in a while...!
What is a smile upside down it's a frown it's a frown
What is a smile upside down it's a frown
Track Name: Curse Ov The Vulk Makedonski
Vulk makedonski:
Let me represent without getting bent
Stay true to myself and respect my health
Stealth bombers are fast but my parents used a jumbo to land on this sand
At school they called me dumbo
But I had fun though
Put me down low and i'll glow
Now I flow in reality
Let my nationality grow
The macedonian on the microphonI and don't call me homie man 'cos there's more in this wog's brain than being top dog for fame
How lame were my mental teachers?
Parental preachers with racial features now let me heat this so take a seat sis are your lips sealed
Brought up to be bigot but the positive ticket I was handed 'cos that's what I demanded
Ever since cook landed with his bandits they scammed black culture they rammed it
God damn it! Cowards like howard get showered with the power of unified people that treat each other equal
No time to fuck up
Money makes you stuck up
Now muck up the dollar people holler
Rip of your collar scholar shitty pretty boy lover nema nishto da dava porchna da muva yes brother
I’m loud and proud of what I am don't give a damn insult me if you can I’m the vulky
Multicultural society pusher man and diversity the way it should be
You fucking galahs like budgerigars on crows that ark! We drink from the same waterholes and bars...
Paso bionic:
MamamamammmmmmamakadonsskkI (x4)
Vulk makedonski:
(verse in macedonian)
Paso bionic:
MamamamammmmmmamakadonsskkI (x3) mamamamamamamamammakedonskI biblianki
Vulk makedonski:
Show's over
Breaking out the pack like a rover
Still sober
Drink too much your life's over
Individual failure
Cross seas like a sailor
Live in australia
Still keep my culture
Bolt you down to the ground
Like it or love it
If you hate it
I'll shove it in your face
You racist disgrace
Fast pace rapping
People clapping
Strapping up my seatbelt
Felt what you thought life's too short
To you a sport
A game head untamed and hollow
Follow referees rules
Ignorant fools
Educational tools I’m seeing are being used
The west abused drinking up brews
In the east expensive shoes are worn
My garments are torn
At the crack of dawn mind reborn
Fuck your fashion materialised image
I scrimmage for knowledge
Silver spoon in college
Empty shopping trolleys
Sucking up money like petrol in holy carburettors a yuppie hater!

Paso bionic:
MamamamammmmmmamakadonsskkI (x3) mamamamamamamamammakedonskI biblianki
Track Name: Hidden Fantasy
A seesaw prison is one that I envision
Drop an up and down yin and yang drop with precision
Eating oats with human like goats and moats of consistency
True equality is my philosophy
Aktion and a happening with jasmine women and green lions while a raceless-minded architect makes shields out of iron
Butternut snaps and mushrooms sing doom for 7 wombs with ultimate brooms
I’m brooding to see art and blasphemy with blood drenched cows and cloths and aktions see that man hermann nitsch depletes and deletes the notion of aesthetic and pathetic deadly feats as I meets my peeps I advise bird beaks to influence how copyright is breached

Progression is the key
Diversify your strategy
Otherwise continue to slide through routine behaviour
2001 years later our most debated situation still interpretated breeding hatred and devestation related to frustration
Consider this
Testament sketch a passage but still manage to confine
AtarungI resigns this archetype
Pick up the relic psychedelic delights
A new generation of life enthusiastically endorsing ancient stimulI realignments unify perception sensory energetically free from conditions like indulging in habits lacking purity - fact or fiction whatever your fantasy.
Vulk makedonski:
Enter my premises the nemesis chemist apprentice blemishing a plan to see my fantasy
Romantically massaging testosterone prone
Egotistically stoned a mystical tone
Comes from my spiritual zone a wolf without a pack prowling and howling alone
Duplicating like a mirror influential dominator with credentials like a trader fading cautiously the breeze it's a beautiful tree
I’m a leaf in this season with no reason I blossom
A possum or a bat understands where I’m at scold the cold hearted come together as one
I started getting visions before I was born demons
Dragons that vision was torn into pieces like jesus
Positively I breath this
I need this right now
Your lies I despise those who falsify bye-bye to mr
Know-it-all I blow a call to the animals
Uprise fulfil my ties
A zillion flies circle the globe
A stinking reality
Where's my queen?
Where's my racket?
Why is my culture stuck in a political bracket?
Back it ups my greeting I live a life of potato eating
Beating happiness
I’d rapping this inside ya
Excite ya
A writer and die a freedom fighter...
August 2 and raceless:
Child of dreams can come so true if all of your passions are pursued
Singing and dancing expressing myself
Not worrying about anyone else
I fantasise about eloping away someday with a fairy tale princess.
August the 2nd:
Travelling 4 corners of the earth
Retiring healthy wealthy and wise.
Track Name: Uzbeki Westerns
August the 2nd:
Pack my bags in a canvas satchel
Pour some water in a goat skin drink bottle
Let's prepare for an overnight journey
With little aid from a motor vehicle
Just me my friends and i
Couple of partners by my sides now
I walk the scenic route
Through muddy trails wearing dusty desert boots.
Horizons broaden as hindrance shortens
A voyage of rediscovery envelopes me
Previous circumstances rapidly deteriorate to stimulate an awakened occasion
Perseverance and self examination alleviates truth
From contemplation desolate
And barren canyons swell with perspiration
No path with heart comes with ease
Silver dreams and golden hopes
Channel moisture across our planetscopes
A gentle shower of rain
Replenish like a kiss
Precious oasis at magical depths
I'll caress your emptiness while reminiscing times I’ve missed
A future's wish.
Track Name: If I Die
Vulk makedonski:
I drown in a clown's tears infinite cheers when I’m wet all around frowns when I’m dry and inflammatory induced with ice cubes inspired by the fire
It's a race in my veins there is no finish I haven't begun to initiate my feelings of hatred I feel wasted and drained unexplainable pain is not physical unemotional regardless of the yards people gained in their studies buddy my entity is exclusive
Elusive to your eyes and the prize that they want to capture
Like a cat's tail
The question will remain the same
Today and yester making jesters just a pester
If you can't feel yourself catastrophically melt
No one else will entice the mice into traps
I adapt to my free thinking
Entwine my mind approach the passage way unclear of the fear
I power steer through unknown territories
Without declaration I pivot and give it my perspective
Reflective endured
Visions and battles
Heart throbs and rattles which helps the love that I’m missing
Swaying in different positions
Kissing ghosts dismissing hosts
From my complex mission
They elapse
I attract my attention to the structure
Ancient looking but sparkling with art
Starting at the start
Ending at the end
Stock still in the middle
This riddle is little but normal and my formal ways have been disguised for extensive periods
I’m hearing them
Those voices that give you choices to uprise without a ladder or a hoist and I’m trying to find my path in this jungle
A bundle of green
But is nature alive?
I’m sure that it's breathing
So common we're needing and bleeding in our own devastating ways of rejection
Accepting our consequences
Manipulated head cells erected reflected by my senses.
Body of a little boy
Memories withdrawn
Platters of a genre
Torn and reformed
It's dawned on me this macchiato spilled upon my pages
Hex ov intellect respects 1 milligram resuscitation
Ideally raceless: hey
This hip-hop's toiled a relic future
I’ve muted my malnutrition so I obsess no more
Early warnings from mum and dad ignored
A bolted nail
This male is unable to judge the frail furniture that's needed for the house
Adjacent suburbias that leave me schizophrenic
Chameleons with subconscious pigments
I’m scared of limits
Stay in one section for a while
Hey race!
Personality of parallels
Who can undo the spell?
Open minded to no minded 360 degrees
How can I show global knowledge to the ones that have not seen?
Threats of difference create scapegoats
But I elope to ocerpinos and malamutes that shit on carpets
On a non-art level
A credential
My intensity
Pushes people away
Now I know I’m unrelated pariah is here: curse
The separation is complete.
Track Name: Water Thicker Than Blood
August the 2nd:
Sugar coated bitter centre
Sweet face but secret tormenter
Irrational tyrant in denial
Keeping up appearances wearing a smile
Behind closed doors hear stories from walls and floors
Fundamental moral views
Emotional blackmail and verbal abuse
Domestic conflict antagonist
Guilt trips from hippocrits
Trivial pursuit of mental games this drama queen drives me insane
Over-reactive angry martyr
Unreasonable trouble starter
Prisoner in my own home
Warden mother won't leave me alone
Arrested development sheltered life
Suppressed independence and always in strife
Obligation family ties
Loosen apron strings and wish goodbye to the patronised.

Suzy Markovska:
His hand is on my thigh again
I shut my eyes
The word no doesn't work again
I shut my eyes
The lights go out...

Valium with added paracetomol
A paranoid lady
I’ve had it with your rigmarole
Open pores with work ethic ailments of my life mum I chose to change it
Racelessness means I don't kiss the lips of bigoted whys and ifs
Impermanent cerebellum banks that makes me grateful thanks for the gutful of wool that's been pulled all over my eyes
And a shoelace of metal linked to my endeavor this weather is severed
However I’m quite happy now.Vulk Makedonski:
Swollen memory
The enemy for life
Dark minded and grinded to my throat a knife
Strife at adolescence the presence of evil
A needle injected vile file selected erect and ready abused physically rented
Mentally demented
Cemented a curse in my consciousness
Future confidence stress depressed oppressor manifest the test
Endless nightmares dark creaks and croaking
Soaking my pillow with guilty water
The filthy slaughter
My eyes are the clouds
The skies within
Let the storms begin to blow away the sin bins filled with the past
Next day recycled not fully recovered
Hovering above the surface that I stand on
With hands on the experience
I land on demanding battles I rattle the cage of rage and turn the page no literature
Horrify that sacred spy
I die for a good nights sleep creep and crawl
I brawl misdeed monsters that stand 10 feet taaaall!

Child who has first learned expression of mother and father
Recognize your heritage
Inherited genetically repetitive
Cycles that bring familiar circumstances what does it mean to be lost in the life I’m trying to say
We gotta learn from our past and blow it away to be forgiven

Suzie Markovska:
I want to scream